February 2012
I wish I lived somewhere warm.
I don’t like snow.
Fat. Fat. Fat. Fat. Fat. Fat. Fat. Fat. So...
There is no words for how badly I want to go back.
To let myself sink back into my eating disorder. I want to have control again. I want my ribs back, my hipbones, my thighgap, my collarbones. As sick as it sounds, I miss having my fingers down my throat. I miss the feeling of success when it’s all out. I miss feeling powerful and beautiful, by saying ”I’m not hungry”.
I miss it all so god damn much, but I can’t go...
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h-e-a-r-t-k-i-l-l-e-r asked: just wanted to stop by and tell u that u er the hipster queen!!!!!!11
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I wonder how people get followers
because I sure as hell ain’t got any
cries
I like dogs too much
when a dog is sad, it just breaks my heart sigh.
Like today, my grandfather said the name of my dead grandmother, so his/our dog got all excited and ran to the window and started whipping his tail. I was so close to just breaking down in tears idk. I guess I’ve accepted that my grandmother is gone. I understand that she’s dead, she’s never coming back. It breaks my heart, but...
Anonymous asked: You're beautiful. :)
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